This has been a week of questions, unanswered ones. The “whys” of circumstances that are harmful, hurtful, painful.
Sometimes there will never be an answer on earth. I can only trust that God has a plan that will someday be revealed. I don’t know or suppose to know these things. If I start blaming or accusing God it won’t change things and probably make me feel angry and unhappy.
When violence happens such as events as of late, it is a real tragedy there is know doubt about that. Now those that have been either injured and touched by these events need to be tended to..
This week I had some worrisome news from my Doctor. Since she is very worried and puzzled over my lab results, I suppose I ought to be. Sure my mind went to many possible horrible outcomes, I’m only human.
Because of my new found journey back to God, I turned the situation over to Him. I have been at peace with the whole issue and feel calm. I have no worries of anxieties about this. I has to be God’s grace because I am a natural worrier.
I haven’t felt this peaceful, content and happy in a long time. And I owe it all to God.
I recall one of the songs my dad used to sing to me:
“What a friend I have in Jesus
, All my sins and griefs to bear
, Oh what peace we often forfeit, oh what pain we often bear,
All because we did not carry, Everything to God in prayer.”